Actually, today is a hate everything day. I hate everything. EVERYTHING..... -sighs- so what do one do? Complain on DA of course. No one else to complain to anyhow and DA always listens....

While ago I got prescriped anti depressants for biological/chronical depression. Yesyes, I know "emo bastard" eh? But it's not something I could control on my own. A chronical depression means that the brain stops making some substances you need to stay happy, and the pills contain that substance. I take one every evening... so far they've worked...

Today though I feel just like I did before I started taking them. I cry for no reason at all and my eyes are contsantly water-filled. I am restless and bored and at this very moment, I just want to disappear and never come back again (I know it will get better) but it's the today-feeling.

It's raining outside, which isn't making it any better.... I want some thunder. I would do anything for some thunder at the moment. Or some sun, whatever the world feel like giving me. I'll take whatever. Even snow.

I started to be active on my Gaia account and on Neopets, so if anyone want to add me there as friends or something, these are the usernames:

Gaiaonline - dreamwhizper
Neopets - Camiriki (pets, Poxequir and Ariasuno)

I want a DA subscription... -sighs- I really need to get an internet bank so I can get paypal.... I have no strength to do so though.

I have pictures piled up that I need to make. So I put them on a list here, so I can keep track of which one I need to do. The pictures are:

1. Group 331-340 of pokemon for the pokemon Gijinka project on DA
2. Mars
3. April
4. May
5. June
6. comission for ~author-greg

After that, I can draw what I feel like... but then it will be time for July I guess.

Anyway, I'll shut up now. Peace out DA.